Well, I'm sorry I cling too much on you. I'm sorry I depend too much on you. Its not that I ask forgiveness from you, but I feel sorry for yourself. If I had not cling on too much on you, if I didn't let myself depend on you, if I didn't gave my everything to you, maybe right now, I will not feel this miserable without you. I felt pathetic. I let myself fall for you, hard.
But this is me tho. I can't help but love too much. i'm not sorry that I met you. but I regret the fact that I keep repeating the same mistakes : giving too much of me.
Maybe one day Allah will give me the perfect person that is meant for me. But if there is none, its okay. I'll take it as a chance for me focus on myself, instead of worrying about things that is yet to come.
I still miss you until this very moment I'm typing this. But just like you, I'll let my ego consumes me and let Allah decides whats best for me.
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